Memories of War
Talking helps ex-POW deal with his pain
"It
was Dec.1944, and the German offensive later termed The Battle of
the Bulge had caused the hasty insertion of my Tank Destroyer
company into Belgium to help plug the hole which was being punched
in the American line. We had been comfortably established In A
chateau just south of Paris when a urgent order requiring our
presence in the line forced a change in our plans. Bitter cold, gray
weather and snow several inches deep complicated our every move."
For Tom
Teetor, there are no good thoughts of these days of World War II -
the months being held prisoner by German soldiers, the days of
matching through the woods under gunpoint of his captors, the hours
of uncertainty During it all The 69-year-old North Naples man still
lives them, though. He still dreams about them, too. 'There's no
good memories there," Teetor says, slowly and thoughtfully. "None."
Today, millions of men and women - veterans of the American military
forces – will recall their days in the service during wars from the
World Wars to Korea to Vietnam to the Golf War. Others will remember
days in uniform stateside or in less high-profile, peacetime
assignments overseas. Over a period of more than 40 year, Teetor.
retired foundry operator from Cadillac, Mich., wrote what he could
recall his Journal called "Captured" about his six month as a German
prisoner during the Battle of the Bulge, Germany's last major
attempt to turn back the Allied invasion of Europe. German forces
drove a wedge, called the Bulge, Into Allied lines through the
Ardennes mountains.
Veteran
Tom Teetor holds a picture of himself from 1944, taken shortly
before he shipped to Europe for the war. Teetor was in the Battle of
the Bulge and later was a POW in Germany.
On the
Franco·Belgian frontier The Us First and Third Armies, under the
command of Gen. George Patton forced the Germans to retreat by
January 1945. Heavy snow caused major casualties on both sides of
the more than month-long battle ·Was it a catharsis to write it
down?" He says "Yes. it was It really was. And I thought It was
important to do." He says' he's given his three children copies of
his diary. He's not sure what they’ll do with it. He hopes they reed
It – and learn. “I hope that someday all the kids will understand.
And that It will be an experience that none of them will have to go
through.”
Teetor
Joined the Army in 1943 after spending two years at The Citadel, a
South Carolina military academy. A short time later he was sent to
France as a member of a gun crew in a Tank Destroyer unit. At the
end of 1944, when he was 21 years old, his unit was sent to France
and dispatched to stay at a chateau just south of Paris. Teetor and
the men in his unit thought they’d get a break from the hot fighting
that was lighting up Western Europe.
But
after just one day of their château stopover, they wore sent to
Belgium - and the middle of the Battle of the Bulge. The German
forces had broken through and were threatening with Panzer tanks,
American forces - the armored Divisions - Were pulled out and the
tank destroyer unit sent In. "We were kind of the cannon fodder,"
Teetor said. "Wo were expendable." When his unit arrived at its
position on Christmas Eve 1944, it was dark but because the enemy
was close, the soldiers couldn’t use any lights. They had been
assigned to guard a crossroads and had been told that members of the
82nd Airborne were surrounding the tank unit to protect them. But
for some reason, their protection
had
moved on. "We heard these German voices say, “Hands up, boys, Hands
up, boys” He said the Germans spoke softly to the American soldiers
to make sure that the other troops nearby didn’t hear them.
“We
marched single file with our hands on our heads, the guards beside
us….. A thought flashed through my mind that if we ever would have a
chance to escape, this might be the time,. I felt sure that I could
handle the guard in front of me but I couldn’t be certain of the man
behind me; no matter, I didn’t take the chance. If we had tried and
failed, we would all have been dead.”
Testor
said four members of his gun crew were caught and taken prisoner by
the Germans. “You really don’t expect to be captured.” he said. “You
expect to be wounded, shot, killed …. we weren’t looking for
trouble.” He said the prisoners were lucky to be alive after one of
the Germans pleaded with his superior officer to let him try out his
new machine guns and kill the Americans. The officer refused the
request. “They don’t want prisoners at this point.” Teetor said.
“You’re a nuisance.” Teetor said the prisoners were hit with riffle
butts and poked with bayonets along their walk from Belgium to
Germany. “If you couldn’t walk, they’d leave you behind or shoot
you.” But the shooting wasn’t done until the rest of the group had
moved on down the road. Even though the captured soldiers had no
idea what was going to happen to them from moment to moment as they
marched through small towns – from Limburg to Gerolstein to Muelberg
– They could cling to one hint and hope coming from the German
mindset. And it was one that might have saved their lives. “they’re
thinking, Í could get captured, what would happen to me?”
“On we
plodded to the next town, only to learn that the victims from the
village just exited had flowed there seeking shelter, and there was
no room left for us. So exhausted that we could barely put one foot
ahead of the next, we struggled halfway up a mountain to another
tiny village nestling in a hollow. … As soon as we stopped the
householder came out with a steaming bowl of soup and a spoon in his
hand. He was almost killed in the rush to get a mouthful. We were no
longer men – only animal instincts were left.”
Held in
a warehouse in a town in Belgium and forced to work repairing
railroad tracks to allow them to move on in rail cars, the prisoners
fought off cold, snow – and fright. “We’d get the railroad good
enougt to use and then the Americans would bomb it,” Teetor said.
After marching and moving from town to town, they finally reached
their last stop – A prison Camp in Muelberg, a town on the Elbe
River. There they joined up with other prisoners from places ranging
from Great Britain to Canada to Poland to Russia. Adding more bodies
to the camp made things even worse since quarters were even more
cramped – with twd men to a bunk – and food rationed out even less
generously. The same pounds of potatoes, turnips, beans and millet
set aside for prisoners had to go a lot further now. “We were angry
as hell, ”Teetor said, “But mostly we shivered.” But they were also
informed . Some of the more veteran prisoners had fashioned a radio,
which they would take apart and hide from their captors. While some
prisoners would listen and takes notes, others would act as runners
and carry the news of the war around the barracks. They knew that
the arrival of Russian forces would eventually mean their freedom.
“We knew the Russians were getting close because the refugees were
streaming past our camp, in baby buggies and anything else with
wheels. We could see them through the barbed wire fence. They were
Germans fleeing Russians, we knew that.” The Gemans soldiers asked
the prisoners leaders if they wanted to leave with them, offering up
the idea of traveling in German company to reach the American
forces. The prisoners – almost to a soldier – decided to stay and
wait for the Russians to arrive.
“The
Russians came in at 0600, riding across the muddy fields in back of
the camp, on horses. It was a cavalry reconnaissance troop, raising
all kinds of hell – shouts, trumpets, small arms fire. We had no
fear when we saw them, but guessed they would treat us no better
than our German Guards…”
Teetor
calls it recaptured, not liberation. “The Germans came out of the
guard towers and the Russians went in. There were chances to go out
through the wire. They didn’t stop you.” As the American forces
moved closer to the Elbe – the dividing point – the captured
soldiers saw that it was getting easier to escape from the Russians
who now occupied their camp. They weren’t too concerned with what
the prisoners did. If soldiers ran for the fence, they didn’t shoot.
There was no need to keep prisoners now because the war was ending
and all Allied forces wetre moving in. That’s when Teetor and
another prisoner decided to make a run for it, out of the compound
and into the freedom. They headed west as fast as they could,
catching as many rides as they could get closer to their American
counterparts – and to freedom.
“Delousing, a good hot shower, all new clothes, as ours were burned,
and a hot meal made us feel that the ordeal was over at last.”
The
former prisoners, many sick, many wounded, many mentally ill, soon
were flown to the coast of France where they were placed in what
were called “collection camps” They were places named after
cigarette brands, where just returning prisoners were placed before
they headed home. Teetor was in “Lucky Strike” Teetor wanted to
getword to his parents in Michigan that he was OK. They had been
told he was missing in action, but a telegram from France would give
them the good news. “I don’t remember what it said,”he said, “But
I’m sure they were relieved to receive it.”
Millions of men and women served less painfully during their days in
the service, Teetor says. But keeping the memory alive for those who
had the prisoner of war experience is important and always will be,
he says. He Says talking about what happened during these months
helps. Teetor belongs to the Collier County chapter of the American
Ex-Prisoners of War organization. He thinks that it’s important for
veterans to share, to remember and too support each other. “This is
a unique experience” He said. “I still have nightmares, about being
beaten, about watching people you loved, thought a great deal of
die.”
He Returned to Germany about 15 years ago, but he did not want to
re-trace his steps during the war. “Never. Just never.”
Veterans
Day 1993
From the
Journal of the U.S. Army - Pfc. Thomas Teetor.
By Brigid O´Malley
Staff writer |